Are you happy?

That is all matters and if you are happy now. Very important to think about this because what ever you have and what ever you invited to your life now that's what you can get only!! I have news; you asked for this...
Your brain accepts orders from you whether you are aware of what you really asked or not...
If you think you are happy and physically no reason not to be, most likely you are under-appreciate your current happiness therefore you are to blame. If you just living now,able to eat and sleep, you should be happy as well.., if not either you are not aware the above reasoning in happiness game or simply, you are expecting a lot in life and if your actions do not match your expectations, I am afraid a lot of disoppointment is awating you..

Every moment of your life should be filled with happiness unless there is sorrow for a while
If you say only the condition one, two, ....nine completes only than you will be happy.... that is not the secret to happiness..

Happiness is a journey of a long lasting feeling good; not a destination to arrive to be happy village or state of mind. Either you work on it and have it or you'll never have much of it...
I hope this way of look at things changes things for you for the better....I come to think this way after a long unhappy wait in the bed suffering from a nerve cramp on my left side and I had a lot of time(try 11 months on the floor) in my hands to think and formulate these things.
cheers
Al